A Joyful Mind
Sermon
preached by the Rev. Lowell E. Grisham, Rector
St.
Paul's Episcopal Church, Fayetteville, Arkansas
September
7, 2014; 13 Pentecost, Proper 18, Year A, Track 2
Episcopal
Revised Common Lectionary
(Ezekiel 33:7-11) You, mortal, I
have made a sentinel for the house of Israel; whenever you hear a word from my
mouth, you shall give them warning from me. If I say to the wicked, "O
wicked ones, you shall surely die," and you do not speak to warn the
wicked to turn from their ways, the wicked shall die in their iniquity, but
their blood I will require at your hand. But if you warn the wicked to turn
from their ways, and they do not turn from their ways, the wicked shall die in
their iniquity, but you will have saved your life.
Now
you, mortal, say to the house of Israel, Thus you have said: "Our
transgressions and our sins weigh upon us, and we waste away because of them;
how then can we live?" Say to them, As I live, says the Lord GOD, I have no
pleasure in the death of the wicked, but that the wicked turn from their ways
and live; turn back, turn back from your evil ways; for why will you die, O
house of Israel?
(Romans 13:8-14) Owe no
one anything, except to love one another; for the one who loves another has
fulfilled the law. The commandments, "You shall not commit adultery; You
shall not murder; You shall not steal; You shall not covet"; and any other
commandment, are summed up in this word, "Love your neighbor as
yourself." Love does no wrong to a neighbor; therefore, love is the
fulfilling of the law.
Besides
this, you know what time it is, how it is now the moment for you to wake from
sleep. For salvation is nearer to us now than when we became believers; the
night is far gone, the day is near. Let us then lay aside the works of darkness
and put on the armor of light; let us live honorably as in the day, not in
reveling and drunkenness, not in debauchery and licentiousness, not in
quarreling and jealousy. Instead, put on the Lord Jesus Christ, and make no
provision for the flesh, to gratify its desires.
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Following the news lately has been
terribly demoralizing.
I hear the scriptures today: "God has no pleasure in the death of the
wicked, but that the wicked turn from their ways and live; turn back, turn back
from your evil ways; for why will you die…?"
I admit to a sad feeling of relief
when I heard this week that drone strikes had killed Ahmed Abdi Gondane, the
leader of Al-Shabaab. I hope that some future evil he might have planned may
have been thwarted, even as I recognize God has no pleasure in the death of the
wicked. Oh that he might have turned.
Sometimes I think, If we could only defeat the powers of
darkness… If we could rid the world of all those bad people. But violence
seems to beget more violence. Saddam Hussein is dead, but Iraq is not a
peaceful democracy. My mind is restless over these things.
Cynthia Bourgeault tells of a student
who watched the movie Cold Mountain
and couldn't sleep that night, bothered by the human atrocities the movie
portrays. Distressed, she approached Cynthia the next day, saying, "How
could this darkness exist? How can we remove this darkness from the
planet?"
Cynthia said that she heard herself
saying in response, "Don't you see… that by judging it you only make it worse?
By trying to stop the black to make it all white, all good; by saying that this
we can accept and this we must reject, you keep empowering the cycle of
polarization that creates the problem in the first place… (T)he orientation
that cleaves to the light by trying to deny or reject the shadow… only winds up
empowering the shadow and deepening it… Something has to go deeper, something
that can hold them both." [i]
Jesus in his passion and cross goes
deeper and holds both light and darkness together. Up until his arrest, Jesus
has been remarkably active – preaching, teaching, healing, feeding. Upon his
arrest, he does nothing. Shackled and imprisoned, he takes no action.
Questioned and tried, he remains virtually silent. He doesn't instruct, he
doesn't defeat, he doesn't fix. He just lets everything be, while he remains
solidly grounded in trusting love. In his body, love remains present as his
life descends into the deepest places of darkness and evil, not overriding or canceling
them, but "gently reconnecting them to the whole." [ii]
An anonymous nun put it this way,
gazing on the cross:
In stillness nailed,
To
hold all time, all change, all circumstance in and to Love's embrace. [iii]
The Gospel of John calls the Cross
the glorification of Jesus, his triumph. Yet what Jesus does is simply to let
it all be – Pilate, Judas, the Sanhedrin, the mob – he does not fight or defeat
them, but simply he lets it all be, and he holds everything in love's suffering
embrace. From that embrace, God creates an eternal, transforming sacrament of
love which embraces everything. As Colossians says, "In him all things
hold together." (1:17)
Jesus is our model for facing the
dualistic world of evil and good, war and peace, life and death. Jesus goes to
the root of the dualities, embraces them, sheathes them in a greater love that
can hold it in place until resurrection happens like the sun touching a
snowflake. [iv]
But my mind fights against this
transcendent embrace. I want things fixed. I want right to conquer wrong. I
want evil defeated. I want my way. Now. My mind seems trapped in dualities of
judgment, desire and conflict.
In his book about seeing as the
mystics see, The Naked Now, Richard
Rohr challenges my mind's habit of judgment and conflict and duality. Rohr cites
the work of twelfth century mystical theologian Richard of St. Victor, a monk
whose life under a malignant abbot was so unbearable that he had to appeal to
the Pope for relief. Richard St. Victor writes expansively of the joyful mind. Richard
Rohr has published a profound reflection on that, asking himself, What might a joyful mind be?
Listen carefully to this series of
one-line descriptions of a joyful mind. Let them wash over you like water over
a sponge. See if you can imagine letting your mind be in this way. Letting your
mind be a joyful mind:
What might a joyful mind be like?
When
your mind does not need to be right.
When
you no longer need to compare yourself with others.
When
you no longer need to compete – not even in your own head.
When
your mind can be creative, but without needing anyone to know.
When
you do not need to analyze or judge things in or out, positive or negative.
When
your mind does not need to be in charge, but can serve the moment with gracious
and affirming information.
When
your mind follows the intelligent lead of your heart.
When
your mind is curious and interested, not suspicious and interrogating.
When
your mind does not "brood over injuries."
When
you do not need to humiliate, critique, or defeat those who have hurt you – not
even in your mind.
When
your mind does not need to create self-justifying storylines.
When
your mind does not need the future to be better than today.
When
your mind can let go of obsessive or negative thoughts.
When
your mind can think well of itself, but without needing to.
When
your mind can accept yourself as you are, warts and all.
When
your mind can surrender to what is.
When
your mind does not divide and always condemn one side or group.
When
your mind can find truth on both sides.
When
your mind fills in the gaps with "the benefit of the doubt" for both
friend and enemy.
When
your mind can critique and also detach from the critique.
When
your mind can wait, listen, and learn.
When
your mind can live satisfied without resolution or closure.
When
your mind can forgive and actually "forget."
When
your mind can admit it was wrong and change.
When
your mind can stop judging and critiquing itself.
When
you don't need to complain or worry to get motivated.
When
you can observe your mind contracting into self-preservation or self-validation,
and then laugh or weep over it.
When
you can actually love with your mind.
When
your mind can find God in all things. [v]
If we could live with joyful minds,
we might contribute our part to God's work of reconciliation and peace. And we
might do a little less damage in the process.
St. Paul puts a similar frame of mind
in more familiar words: Owe no one
anything, except to love one another; for the one who loves another has
fulfilled the law. And Paul reminds us to extend that same loving courtesy
of love toward ourselves, and toward our own minds, for only then can you Love your neighbor as yourself. (Rom.
13:8f)
When
you can actually love with your mind.
When
your mind can find God in all things.
[i]
Cynthia Bourgeault, The Wisdom Jesus,
Shambhala, Boston, 2008, p. 122-123
[ii]
Ibid, p. 123
[iii]
Ibid, p. 124
[iv]
Ibid
[v]
Richard Rohr, The Naked Now,
Crossroad, 2009, p. 178
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